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keep your private life private and my make up addiction.

hi guys.

so today i am supposed to work on the evening shift. Alone

i woke up early today doing chores, get everything done and finally i got time for myself. watching make up tutorials. these girls got me thinking how do they afford these expensive make up when they are not even working?

too faced,kylie jenner lip collections,mac,tarte,naked pallete,nars, urban decay and the list goes on.Probably because they get paid for doin review or because they comes from a rich family. let's not judge them shall we?

after watching those tutorials, i admit that i am a bit excited to get my hands on those collection. to be completely honest, i only have 1 lipstick, and 2 liptint.right on this moment. Being adult with commitments,you can't really buy things you got bills to pay, a stomach to feed, saving money for emergencies and etc. 

i know there would be guy who said that i don't need all of these make up to make myself pretty, and saying that  guy prefer girls with a bare face.…

Positive Vibe, Positive Life :)

i am not a fans of cerita cinta. dulu zaman zaman remaja adalah layan sikit sikit. tapi sekarang ni kurang.  tapi ada 1,2 cerita cinta melayu yang aku boleh kata memberi impak pada aku. contohnyaaaaa
cerita manisnya cinta di cappadocia and istanbul aku datang. 

urm... aku paling suka watak positif ifti yang fazura bawak tu. dia macam seorang positif dan sangat tenang membuatkan aku rasa aku perlu jadi macam dia jugak. Sejak beberapa kebelakangan ni aku senang menangis. asal stress je aku menangis. asal stress je menangis. aku rasa aku patut stop berkelakuan kebudak budakan walaupun nature aku macam tu. 

and watak lisa dalam cerita istanbul aku datang pun aku suka jugak. bagi aku. karakter aku lebih dekat dengan karakter lisa dalam cerita tu cuma dia cantiklah aku tak.hahaha.

selfless. senang kena tipu. selalu happy tapi senang menangis. itu aku.

but pain always change people.

aku tak boleh selamanya macam ni kan? aku nak berubah . i have to

dunia ni kalau lembut sangat orang pijak. kej…

felt relieved and a new project running in?

dear diary

yesterday was the day . the day i told him about my feelings. it's really awkward . he allready knew. all this while .. he knew. but he act normal. i like to be his friend. i just hoping that everything will be the same like before. only god know how relieved i am . 

he is a good man despite of  everyone say about him. he has a good heart. that is value that is not everyone have. he didn't push me away and still  wanna be friends with me. this what makes me love him even more. i meant as a friend. it's time for me to move on. i'll always pray for his happiness and mine too. 

i'll just focus on my work and building my self confidence is too early to tell you guys about this but i am dying to share it now. let me just say that i am up to something. something really big . if the project went well, i could say bye bye to my current company and probably retired young..

sounds great right? i'll just focus on the progress and stars gaining as much infor…


hey guys.. i'm back..

so as u know i am currently working in damansara. so my schedule is not fix but i am truly enjoy myself working there despite of the expensive-ness.

even a banana would cost me so much. (no joke)

so few days ago i went to the curve. me and my cousins were having a brunch at zawara coffee. food was nice, drinks were super good especially mine. i had a chochlate chip frappe and i ordered myseld a burger in which i already forget the name was, a churros with chochlate dip and a buffalo chicken wings.

the price is just a standart price like the normal fancy shemancy fast food  restaurant would cost you. so don't be scared to give it a try. because i was making a lil bit extra money  so i paid the bills . i only need to pay rm142 for 4 person serving and extra 2 side orders. (even cheaper than secret recipe)

so if you guys looking for a place to chill, you should visit this place. (it is located at the street the curve. you need to make a right turn in the corner o…

to my future self , from my present life.

ola good morning peeps.

this thing bugging me for a quite sometimes. i was legit crying inside. things shouldn't turned out this way. i could master any games no matter how hard it is. but never on this one.

the heart and mind games. i think people should really stop giving another wrong hint/ impression.
it should have a clear objection, refusal or accceptance.

human likes to complicate thing . ( i am human, so do i)

i should've say it but then i am too scared. the words itself are very hard to delivered. the consequences freak me out. what would happen next if i let it out?

what if we're just meant to be a good friend? i myself didn't see a future with him... since you know.

he doesn't look like a guy whom would take a further step in life. i mean .. marriage it just not for him.maybe he haven't thinking about that .. yet..

i'm sorry if you read this and thinking that i'm judging you... i am observing you..

not to be frank or anything. i am fatally attracted t…

girls do what girls do best.

hi guys.. 

it's been a while since my last post here. ( i always came out with the same intro didn't i?)  HAHA


as time flies, there're a lot happening in  my life. i am currently giving myself a break from any relationship. 
but somehow, my heart was stolen by a great guy. again.

we're not dating. we're just friend. close friend.

i don't know much about him. he's probably dating someone else and i didn't put much expectation on him. he was just a great companion. someone whom i can go to and ask advices from. 

my ex is nice tho. he's trying hard to win me over but still ..

honey, how could you fix a broken heart? 

we're rarely contact each other. i get myself busy with works and stuff. trying to boost back  my confidence level to 100%  and self treat whenever i get the chance.

like what i did just now.

i am always into sephora's cosmetics and i get myself a chloe perfume since this is one of my fav perfume by far. And i also bought  a…