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stress and make up haul (kinda) x (hidup kena chill)

well hello.

it's been a while. i've gone through a hell tiring month. a lot happened this month. i met an accident which is pretty bad because it is causing injury and change my face  fracture a bit. tons works to do make me feels like i need to have my own treat . like an emotion treatment.

after recovered, i went to spa to relax my body muscle and ease my back pain which i got from that accident. and later i bought a few make up stuff in which i have been eyeeing for a quite sometimes


today i went to sephora again to find these two, which as expected  out of stock. last week i purchased the melted chochlate milkshake in tube as you can see in the background, because that is the only colour that is quite similar to these two. if you guys happened to go to sephora you'd know. these melted lip matte from too faced in code "cool girl" and "sell out" always out of stock. which is not only my favourite but also a make up artist and popular among famous i…

my fav person on internet

well hello 

i'm back.....

everyone in the world would have a list of people that they want to be .

in my case i just adore this people because they are beautiful and probably living life that i've been dreaming of..

okay i just i wanna talk about one person today because i want to save others for later.
her name is aishah or known as cupcakes aishah. 

she is only 17 years old this year, and super rich. she do vlog every week and i watch every single video.

and what makes me so into this girl?

because she is natural,like you know she is just  being herself infront of camera. 
and if you guys a make up junkie like me you'd love to see her london haul video or make up haul video.
she travel to london quite often and that what makes her video quite interesting to watch.

she also do make up tutorial and got her very own bussiness. 
 she use her fame for good. 

she is also nominated as influencer of asia in 2 categories.  you deserved it girl!!!

she is also a close friend to johanis sani, once…

swollen face and a bad service experience.

ola people.

yesterday i was involved in accident which  make my right cheek and forehead swollen. i swear to god i looks like a human version of flower horn.


this accident is indeed a blessing in disguise. since my mom is also in medical line,
so she bring me home and treat me by herself. since ppum service is really suck , which cost me rm400+ (it may not seem a huge amount  but imagine how much you can get at sephora with that much money?) and i only received "ubat bengkak" which is impractical for me.

i've waited for freaking 6 hours .

after the ct scan shows that i don't have any internal bleeding, we decided just to move our ass of that shitty place.

i lodge a police report and then going back to damansara to give my boyfriend my key. since my face got swollen so i wear my shawl like a burqa. but still he recognize me .he said my face looks like a chinese a bit since the swollen cheek makes my eyes getting smaller or the exact word is "sepet"

and now i…

past is past and birth month wishlist. XD

hello people XD.

dah lama kan tak tulis dalam bahasa melayu?
dah lama jugak aku tak menulis kat sini. kalau dulu amboi kau hampir setiap hari aku menulis.

perihal lama.

jujurnya.. blog  ni banyak simpan kenangan aku dengan yang lama dan kenangan waktu college.
dan aku harap yang baru tak terasa hatila.

banyak jugak kawan kawan lama aku bertanya. macam mana boleh putus,kenapa putus?
korang dah lama kot. bla bla bla.

jawapan aku simple je. 


dengan yang baru? alhamdulillah aku happy. gaduh gaduh kecik tu biasalah. tak normal la tak gaduh
tak cemburu. cuma setakat ni hal hal biasa je la. dengan yang baru ni pun aku cuma mampu usaha je la.jodoh kan ALLAH tentukan.

bila jumpa orang baru and actually kitorang in secret relationship yang tak adalah secret sangat dah pun sebab kewujudan mulut mulut bocor di dunia ini maka aku rasa hampir semua dah tahu kot.
so biarkan jela.

tertarik dengan yang baru waktu dia dengan aku masing masing ada yang punya. tapi putus bukan kami minta lah. semua ada …